once again.
my heart is broken into little fucking pieces.
it sucks ass trying to find all those pieces and putting them together it really does.
if you are going to say something, make sure you mean it.
if you ever tell anyone anything make sure you mean it and if there is a way to show it, show it, and do whatever you can to prove it,
dude shit.
i have no clue what is going on and a lll your saying is i ask way to many questions? and yesterday you say you like me and you want the old us and you wanna keep flirting with me and all this other stuff, and now your saying the next day you don’t even wanna talk to me?! like dude i don’t get it?!!?!?! this is why you think i ask so many questions, cuz i don’t know what is going on. and then you think we talk to much when we only talk like a 1/3 of the day but then you talk to chayse all day and night and call him all night ?! like that is being clingy and shit like idk whats going on! i just wanna know! like ugh idk whatever, i thought all that stuff you said last night was serious and you really meant it and i really hope you did but now you likchanging this whole thing and i have no clue what is going on, i really hope you like me but i doubt it cuz I’m probably really fucking annoying.
); i just wanna be back to US, the normal US, the ones were me could flirt all day long, the ones were we could laugh about the stupidest things and laugh until it hurt, the times were we could act like little kids and have the best fun ever, the times were we could make the greatest memories of all time, i just wanna be back to us, even if we aren’t together, i just want US back, to were we flirt, laugh, love, eat, make fun of each other, be all sweet, make each other fall for each other harder and harder everyday of our lives, because thats what we are and i knew we kinda grew apart but all of those memories are still there, and both of are still there, and there is nothing stopping us, i just want………..the old us, even if we aren’t together. because the thing that made us so happy……..was each other.<3
